I’m off my game a little …
I have had to be sensible and cancel my dentist appointments till further notice, in fact l have cancelled everything for the next week or so. Suze is off work, but for the last few days l have been feeling a little edgy, more tireder than normal – it goes a little bit further than just a bit of fatigue. The shortness of breath is just starting to become a thing…. still l can experience this with my stomach disorder and who doesn’t have headaches!
It’s probably just a cold, or maybe a spot of flu, it might just be a cough …. fact is, l don’t know. But if it is something that it shouldn’t be … l need to be mindful of others and NOT put them in harms way.
I suppose rather annoyingly l am baffled by things – l hardly see people, l live most of my life in semi isolation … l don’t socialise a lot, but unless you live completely off grid on a desert island or some piece of remoteland you are never far from people.
I mean Suze aside, because let’s be honest l could have caught the lurgy from Suze who works in an office albeit small with only two other perma staff, but they have staff walking through their office all the time. Suze is always out and about, and even though l have tried in the last week to reduce her movements … she never listens … fine – unless you are under some kind of martial law, you CANNOT stop people moving around and about with their lives.
Sure Suze is very careful, but when you think on it – how many others are? Suze carries hand gels, sanitizers and disposable tissues etc. and is very conscious of everything – but even when you are NOT being social, people are still in your vicinity, still in your space and your face! Some of these damn lurgies incubate in your system for a couple of weeks! So, how can you even begin to wonder where you might have caught something … a bit naughty?
Oh well, l have to take it easier, l still have stuff to do in the garden, but l will just take it slower … it might just be as said a cough or a cold, a spot of flu, they each can offer you a fever, shortness of breath and aches and pains can’t they? I suppose l am a bit rankled by it as well, because whilst l get a lot what l call more physical problems l tend to never get social illnesses like colds and coughs. The last time l had a cough was seven years ago such is life eh!
Ha ha, the last thing l need to do is go into hospital, after seeing what they did to Suze last year, they can eff right off! I will never leave there alive!!! I have even told Suze that we need to keep a couple of metres apart – just in case …. because Suze is starting to cough as well!
Thanks for reading – Rory