I am not that bothered, that’s the thing, don’t really give a shit about it, but it irks me, nags at me, perhaps because it is now a loose end of sorts, what to do, walk away or stand there and ignore it further? After all why bother about it, it does not affect me … but the fact is it does, and that’s the problem!! I am not NOT bothered, l am bothered, l do give a shit, that too also brings its own problem – what a condrum!

Rory Matier

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“Why should things be easy to understand?”

Thomas Pynchon