Who needs family?
I think the term fucking livid is that which best describes my emotion at present. If it’s not one thing then a dozen others that are destined to wind up in my house.
Dad’s side of the family are now in full attack mode. I am at a loss of words at some of the venom which has been spun from their side of the web.
These bloody lies that he has been telling will not be the death of him, but they could be the death of his children, and if not death, then all out war against his family, our aunts and uncles and neices who before all this damn hullabaloo started hadn’t once bothered to enquire about us.
It’s been a seriously trying day today, the evening has just gone from being ok, to being so not okay! Not just ok, but not fucking ok!!
My fears of this ride being a merry go around, have now escalated to a haunted train ride with threats pouring in aplenty about it rising to a rollercoaster into hell!
I have to calm down, and try and find some peace. I was minding my own business and trying to finish off Carry on Travelling, and the explosions started again, l feel as l wrote before, this is only going to become steadily worse before it ever gets remotely better.
FFSake, my Father has a lot to answer for, he really does and with the things my Sister and l have had hurled at us tonight, l feel like throttling him myself!
Am so, so, so not good about all this!
Maybe one day l will look back at these entries and laugh ……………….?