What’s Normal Got to Do with Anything?

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“Maybe your weird is my normal. Who’s to say?”
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“Why can’t you just act normal like other people?’

Was a line that had we remained married l could easily have placed onto my ex-wife’s epitaph! One of the reasons’ for our divorce was that l was ‘not right’ for her nor her me.

Back then my response was always the same ‘Define Normal l am proud of who l am.” This was never well received.

She wanted more normal than me, she wanted stereotypical behaviour, and that is it in a nutshell. Her definition of normal was the conventional and conformist representation that society constantly harps on about. She didn’t want to know about anything that wasn’t standard. Always wanting to fit into the crowd and not stand out, and both peer and family pressures demanded that she toe the line. This was in many respects ironic considering that she had aspirations to be seen as a unique personality! But the mere thought that she might even be remotely ostracised for her individuality was too terrible a price to pay.

Her ‘then’ husband [me] an undiagnosed unrecognised Aspergian on the spectrum with his quirkiness and very strange idiosyncratic views, speech and behaviour was not just unacceptable but was horrifying. These entire distinct and distinguishing characteristic features were fantastic during courting and the early marital years but became too much in the long run.

I was just too different and it was becoming apparent to her that l didn’t care what people thought of me – when in her eyes l should have! So she ostracised her own husband because he was NOT normal!

In fact to quote her ‘Rory you are abnormal!”

It’s a strange old world that we live in when people ‘Have to have’ a definition of normal.

It is like without the set standards people don’t know who they are anymore. They need to be told what to wear, what to think, how to dress, how to behave, how to speak, what to speak on, what to eat, what to drink, what to do and who to be … and l am considered odd for being just me??

People so need to fit into the ‘standard bracket of acceptance’ to then believe that they are considered ‘normal’ by everyone else’ – it’s scary! Society encourages this type of behaviour – deeming those who don’t slot easily into the majority hole as the minority and then it becomes a ‘Them and an Us’ and the ”’Others”’ syndrome!

Estimates have it that 1 in 5 people constantly ask themselves if they are normal based on what society says is!? We all live in a confused state – so how can anyone say ‘What is normal and what isn’t?’ Neurotypicals or Non-autistics regard many of us on the spectrum as not normal – and l have to again challenge anyone who says that as to ‘Please define normal?’

What is classed as normal behaviour to one person may be different to the next person and what’s more – abnormal to another – so the question is – Define Normal? If what society classes as normal functioning, behaviour and communications is what everyone expects of me, then l decline, l prefer to be my own person – if anyone has got the right to be the real me, it is me – l have earned that right to think how l want, to be who l am. As long as what l do isn’t illegal – who are you to tell me – who l should be?

I don’t tell you to be someone else – it’s your prerogative – to be who you are, to think, act, speak and basically function – your interpretation of those standards is what makes you unique or hum drum. Why think the other person is the ‘Odd one out’ when in reality it may well be you? It’s a thought you could ponder on till the end of days …

I am an Aspie, l sit under the umbrella of ASD – Autism Spectrum Disorders – and l like being me – l am proud to be me.

What’s more, you too, should be proud to be who you are! But if you can’t and you are still looking for ‘normal’, give me a holler when you find it, because l sure would like to know what it looks like!

But hey, similar to what Scott said, you may be some time!

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These posts represent my views of my Asperger’s, my autism and may not be the same as others on the spectrum.

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    1. Hey Beckie 🙂

      For years l tried fitting into another variation of myself to please others to ‘toe the line’ but the problem with being that is it’s not your destiny to be someone else or someone else’s’ version of yourself. Your path is yours alone.

      It’s a different thing if you wish to improve who you are or make parts of you better as long as they are your parts anyway.

      But the problem with trying to be someone else is that you burns you out, it overwhelms you when you try and fit into another persona.

      My ex wife fell in love with the quirkiness, but years later conceded that she thought it was some kind of strange act and wanted to know when it was going to stop? LOL!

      It has taken me years to accept who l am, now that l know well l am happy with that guy and he’s staying. If people don’t like that version of me … well tough.

      Hope you are well, and thanks for commenting here today 🙂

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      1. I can so relate to what you have been through. My disorders broke up my relationship with my ex-fiance’, then again… I believe he had his own issues as well.
        I know in my heart, that I will be alone for the rest of my life, and I’ve come to accept it even though it does break my heart.
        I appreciate that you opened up in such an elegant way. I give you high kudos for doing so.
        I hope you have a great weekend my friend. 🙂

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  1. Thank you for this…
    I too strive to be NOT normal. I was always labelled as the weird one, a title I have been proud of through out my life. Conformity is soooo vanilla who wants to be a card board cut out?
    Stay real…

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    1. Hey Dream, thank you.

      The point to the rerun here was they are good posts, and with them being here, if there are any re-edits or rewrites l have included or thought about since the first post, l can update.

      I am on the last leg of restyling the store in TeeMill, and should be finished this week [fingers crossed] once done, l shall resume again in the Tee shirt Blogger. But a lot of their content is equally as valid for this blog as well.

      Hope you are well and fighting the good fight 🙂

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  2. Whoop, whoop!
    An inspirational reminder as always Mr Rory.
    Totally agreed (with loud shouts) and high fives of hear, here.
    I wish that they had a WOW button, ‘Like’ just doesn’t seem to be appropriate or feel normal to applaud your wonder full writings.

    I am happy and pleased to know that you are proud to be truly you, as I am proud to be exactly me, This is a definitely must share with my purple epilepsy friends.

    Thanking you in a sincere and a definitely ‘un’ normal lots of words way.
    PS: I had to scroll through so many great comments to get here LOLS which proves that we are all definitely ‘normal’ and comfortable with our differences.

    I hope that the sun has now started shining on your side of the world xxx

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